April: Not a good month

I'm not sure what is going on in my life and my mind. Everything seems so confusing.  Nothing is adding up.  Work is crazy, home is strange, church is new and I don't have the strength to build new relationships right now.  This is all crazy.  I want life to settle down.  I feel like my cup is weak and at risk of leaking out all the blessings of life.  Crazy stuff. I feel I am at a cross road and both paths lead to a storm.

On a positive note: Braylen Kate (our youngest granddaughter) turned 1 year old on April 13th. It was  a lovely party.